- Societal stigma that being depressed equals being weak
- Feeling like a failure and not wanting to broadcast what seems like a reinforcement of that
- Not wanting to be a burden to loved ones
- Being otherwise afraid of rejection and/or ridicule, especially in such a vulnerable state
If someone you love struggles with depression, be aware that these fears are quite possibly operating under the surface, if not openly. And note that, if that person has shared their depression with you, it is no small thing.
If you are struggling with depression, know that you feeling any of these (or other) fears is not unique or even uncommon. Know also that it is immensely valuable for you to fight past them and let yourself be open and vulnerable to a small number of people who are close to you. Most depressed people I have known (including myself) believe at some point and on some level that nobody really cares about them. And for most people (again, including myself), that's simply not true, strong though the doubts may be.
In reality, most of us have at least one or two people who would join us in our struggles. They may not know how, they may not know quite what to say or how to help or be able to empathize entirely with how we feel, but they do care about us and they will do what they can. And we need that. You need that. Trust me.
So tell some people. Your best friend. A sibling. A parent. A teacher or coach or pastor. Someone who has demonstrated care for you in the past. Let them care for you in the present.
And if you're the person being told: We don't need you to fix us. We know you can't. Please just be there, with us and for us. Listen. Share something of yourself. Comfort. Distract. You'll learn how to best help as time goes on, and that's the last thing to remember, for both the depressed among us and those who love them: Depression generally lasts a while. Months or even years. This isn't a one-time conversation and then everything's OK. Telling you is not a confession, it's an invitation.